Why is there so much porn on my dash tonight? I just saw a gif of a girl, naked, with a penis. A legitimate girl with a penis. And I see gifs of people fucking all the time and there’s just more of it tonight. It’s a little obnoxious at this point, and needs to slow down. o.O
Hmm. How strange. Well, it’s not really an argument, but kinda. Sir Westley told me that I can’t see him tomorrow when originally I was supposed to go to the beach with him and another couple we like to mingle with. Well, they couldn’t go so I told him this so that suddenly means I can’t have him tomorrow because his psychotic mother doesn’t want him seeing me unless he has a good enough reason. I last saw him last Friday in the morning when we woke up after a long night at a graduation party with a ton of people, so it wasn’t really personal. Last personal time was last Tuesday. We don’t talk much during the day because not much has been going on and he’s found himself absorbed in WoW again and wants me to play against my will. Anyway. The real problem is that he’s leaving for college like mid-August and I still see him once a week because his mother hates me, pretty much because in her eyes I’m some kind of threat to his perfect, genius self who will cause him to only fail and be distracted. I’m just worried because he’s going states away and I’m going to really miss him, and I feel like it hasn’t hit him yet because he’s being very chill about it and trying to keep me from worrying. I know he loves me and I him, but sometimes I can be a little hostile and take my frustration about this out on him because he just seems to not understand me. That’s what my last conflict was.
Hmm. It’s only Tuesday, so I’m not sure. Yesterday I was with my good Italian friend Cenza and we went to the beach and got home made donuts and when we got back we teamed up with her twin Chris in trying to finish a 1,500 piece Alice in Wonderland jigsaw puzzle. I’m not weird, it was sitting out so we tried to do it. Over the course of nine hours, it was nearly finished and we watched My Neighbor Totoro, one of the Indiana Jones movies, and Up. It was great for me because I never see them and they’re both going away to college in August. (: